Drunk

I miss you.

I miss you and I crave you and I don't want you but I need you.
I mean,
I don't need you, I just want you
I mean,
I don't want you, I just crave you
with every instinct in my gut
Woman's intuition

I used to pray
so hard, so hard to be strong
but then I thought strong meant one thing when it really meant another
and I said it happened one time but I had meant another
and he was just another time never another other
'cause really one means no other
and it remained no other until we both were done,

I've never known my limit.

Words Ignite

http://getlit.org/getlit/

Mos Def - Ms. Fat Booty

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=01yUzXQctcM

Scene 3: weeks of dating late night conversation

In the crib heart racin trying to be cool and patient

She touched on my eyelids the room fell silent

She walked away smilin singing Gregory Isaacs

Like, "If I don't have if I don't have you"

Distractions

Distracted mind, distracted heart
I can't keep the two apart
Trying to rationalize every feeling
Trying to suppress any inkling
of emotion
Sensations send me spiraling
in motion
Commotion
A piece of mine seems a reasonable price for some peace of mind

Social Media

Social media drives me crazy in all type of ways
up the path of enlightenment 
down the spiral of triviality
and even when I'm stuck I'm still driven into a frenzy of impatience
Like my reality, I am bent on figuring it out